Khud ka Kaidi Lyrics & Meaning

What is “Khud ka Kaidi” about?

“Khud ka Kaidi” is a emotional pop/indie song in English by Married Moonda (Khud ka Kaidi, 2026-02-14). The song "Khud ka Kaidi" by Married Moonda appears to be about a person who feels trapped in their own life. Read the full lyrics with English translation below, or stream it on Spotify and YouTube Music.

Khud ka Kaidi — Lyrics

Ayee yrah.. Ye chaar deewarein, jinhe main kehta ghar, Asal mein ye pinjra, lagta hai ab dar. Jo bhi hai banaya, mere faislon ka phal, Aaj jo main jhelun, wo mera hi tha kal. Suni nahi kisi ki, bas apni chalai, Rooh ko dabake maine, aag khud lagai, Ab jab khodta hoon, to milti hai raakh, Haddiyon mein dard, aur dil mein suraakh. Haan mujhe pata hai, ye kiya maine, Sahi raasta chhod, galat mod liye maine, Socha udunga main, par kaate khud ke pankh, Tasveer jala di, ab sab kuch berang… haan… berang. Agar pehle dikhta, jo aaj dikh raha, To ye panna hi phaad deta, jo aaj likh raha. Sheeshe mein dekhun to dikhta shaitaan, Khud ka hi qaatil, main khud se anjaan, Bhagne ki koshish, par pairon mein zanjeer, Haathon se likhi maine, ye kaali taqdeer. Raaton ko jagun, bas ginti karun saans, Toota bharosa, ab bacha nahi vishwas, Galtiyon ka bojh, kandhon pe hai bhaari, Zindagi thi pyari, ab lagti hai udhaari. Waqt ret sa fisalta gaya, Main jalta raha, bas chalta gaya, Ab cheekhun bhi to koi sunta nahi, Khwab toote aise, koi bunta nahi. Andhera hai gehra, koi raah na dikhaye, Bas main aur meri parchhaai reh jaaye… Khud ka hoon qaidi… Haan mujhe pata hai, ye kiya maine, Sahi raasta chhod, galat mod liye maine, Socha udunga main, par kaate khud ke pankh, Tasveer jala di, ab sab kuch berang… haan… berang. Agar pehle dikhta, jo aaj dikh raha, To ye panna hi phaad deta, jo aaj likh raha. Khud ka hoon qaidi… Haan… kiya maine… Sab khatam… Ab sab kuch khatam…

English Translation

Translated by My Geet AI Beats

It's been a while.. These four walls, which I call home, Actually feel like a cage, it's scary now. Whatever I've built, is the result of my decisions, Today I'm facing what I had sown yesterday. I didn't listen to anyone, just followed my own path, I suffocated my soul, and lit the fire myself, Now when I dig, I only find ashes, Pain in my bones, and a wound in my heart. Yes, I know what I've done, I left the right path, and took the wrong turn, I thought I'd fly, but I cut my own wings, I burned the picture, now everything is colorless… yes… colorless. If I had seen earlier, what I see today, I would have torn this page, that I'm writing today. When I look in the mirror, I see the devil, I'm my own killer, unknown to myself, Trying to escape, but my feet are chained, I've written my own dark fate with my hands. I stay awake at night, just counting my breaths, My trust is broken, my faith is lost, The weight of my mistakes is heavy on my shoulders, Life was dear, now it feels like a burden. Time slipped away like sand, I kept burning, just kept moving, Now even if I scream, no one listens, My dreams are shattered, no one can mend them. The darkness is deep, no path is visible, Only I and my shadow are left… I'm a prisoner of myself… Yes, I know what I've done, I left the right path, and took the wrong turn, I thought I'd fly, but I cut my own wings, I burned the picture, now everything is colorless… yes… colorless. If I had seen earlier, what I see today, I would have torn this page, that I'm writing today. I'm a prisoner of myself… Yes… what I've done… It's all over… Now everything is over…

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Meaning & Story Behind “Khud ka Kaidi”

The song "Khud ka Kaidi" by Married Moonda appears to be about a person who feels trapped in their own life. The lyrics describe the four walls of their home as a prison, and the person admits that their current situation is a result of their own decisions. They mention that they did not listen to others and instead followed their own path, which has led to their downfall. The person also talks about suppressing their own soul and igniting a fire that has now turned to ashes, leaving them with a sense of emptiness and pain.

The song's narrator seems to be reflecting on their past mistakes and acknowledging that they have made wrong choices. They express regret for not taking the right path and for destroying their own chances of happiness. The lyrics also touch on the theme of feeling isolated and unheard, with the person saying that even if they scream, no one will listen. The repetition of the phrase "Khud ka hoon qaidi" which means "I am my own prisoner" drives home the idea that the person feels trapped in their own life, and that they are responsible for their own misery. The song ends with the person accepting that everything is now over, and that they have lost everything.

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